This past weekend was my 35th birthday.
So there are days that I'm ok with everything in my life, then there are days that I wish some small stuff would change, then there are days like last week when I felt like WTF is wrong with me and how the hell am I 35 already!!!!!!!
When I turned 25 I had a typical quarter life crisis which led me to completely turn my life around by 26. It was amazing and I'm grateful. I've made tons of changes and truly am a better person (cliche!). I gave up booze, then butts, gained a bunch of weight, started running, s-l-o-w-l-y lost some weight then really began to run. By 30 I was feeling good, looking good but I was single and lonely. I stayed single for what felt like forever until I met the boy. We just celebrated 2 years (although you could say not in a row as there has been some breakups along the way). And now I'm feeling like OK, now what?
I think this is what a midlife crisis feels like, except I think a midlife crisis happens when you hit 50 not 35.
In true midlife crisis fashion, I'm playing around with going back to school, something I previously had no desire to do. I'm thinking about a certificate program at FIT. Nothing too strenuous, more along the lines of fun and something to get me out of my bubble. I'm also thinking about a tri (kidding, still no desire!!).
I'm not sure what the future holds, but I do know that it's out of my control (so deep) and I'm just here to enjoy the ride, so that's what I'm going to try and do!
Cheers to 35!